901 C St.

am i suffocating?

.

too familiar sensations

.

heavy oxygen and time-locked streets

.

was this a mistake?

.

should i keep you safely locked

oh

awakening caustic

crazy?

.

all of you are wrapped up in me

.

and i begin to accept you

.

break my heart open

.

again

.

g.v.

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tired of emotion

baby’s tired of emotion

too much hope

all shards

now

.

baby’s into woodstock

loose yourself

drugs n sex and music

baby

.

baby’s crying in her car

baby’s staring at the stars

baby’s waiting and baby’s lonely

.

baby’s tired of emotion

too much falling

all broken hearts

now

.

baby’s gonna go her own way

listens but doesn’t care

(too deep)

what you say

.

baby’s tired of emotion

.

g.v.

heart thing

i guess i’m just horny

but tbh

i feel stupid

.

here i am

doing this heart thing again

even after

and after

and after

.

again?

.

i guess i got over the last one

.

too fast?

.

i guess i’m onto the you’re my would you be my

.

next one?

.

i guess i’m just lonely

but tbh i wish i was drunk

or high

or dead

.

but instead

i’m doing this heart thing

.

again

.

this will end well

.

g.v.

impale

concentric, captivating

.

dark and husky suddenly i’m

fumbling and breathing you in like

.

when i’m standing on the edge afraid to run

.

those green eyes will entangle

enrapture and i know i’ll fall

but

.

i’ll fall wrong

somehow

.

and you’ll walk away from that

impaled animal

.

you have somewhere to be

.

g.v.

kintsugi

soft. sudden.

.

light schizo eyes

.

calculating. cruel?

.

brainy lense break

.

hungry.

no.

STARVING. sinner.

.

here, please take my heart already

shredded meat

broken up

glass

.

shatter. baby, SMASH

.

piece her back together?

sinew, hollow dreams

breath, YHWH

blood, Y.O.U.

.

kintsugi.

.

g.v.

;

just blow your fucking brains out

.

it’d be so simple

.

you’re broken and you’re dirty and you’re rejection

.

and you’re so. fucking. tired.

.

just do it. now. or

.

now

.

or

.

tomorrow NOW

.

it’s so simple can’t you see just gotta find a piece or a pill or a line

.

if you’re feeling romantic a razor

or poison?

.

just blow your fucking brains out

.

it is so simple

.

click and pull and dynamic period

pulpy crimson geyser

.

goodbye

.

g.v.